I would love to say this is going to be a warm and fuzzy feeling blog post. I really wish it was. For about 5 years, I have kept this story to my heart and told those close to me or to small presentations. I feel I have doing a huge disservice by keeping this story so close to my heart. Today it’s time to tell you all about it. The day my life changed forever.
If you have a queasy stomach, I would suggest that you still read this post, however the video is VERY graphic and confronting. I strongly suggest NOT to watch it, as you may feel sick to watch this.
In 2007, I took the trip of my life to India. I’ve discussed it on other posts. I’ve talked about the life changing moments and briefly mentioned about the horrific experience I witnessed, but not in the detail I am about to share now. The times I’ve spoken about it, it brought up the emotion, and maybe that’s the reason I haven’t talked about it so much. Bursting into tears during a presentation isn’t always a great look!
So here goes…
My trip to India in 2007 had an aim to visit the national parks of India. To experience them through the eyes of the local and tribal communities, the forest department and the NGO’s (Non-Government Organisations) to find out what was really going on with issues like poaching and conservation initiatives.
When people in the west think of poachers, they think of a tough guy with a gun, in an international organisation conquering the forests looking for tigers and “prized” animals ready to smuggle their parts through to the borders of China. This is so far from the reality. The reality is it’s a local villager that has been approached by a middle man with the offer of possibly a years supply of rice or 20,000 rupees to feed their family. That is a pretty tempting offer for a family man with many mouths to feed.
I got to meet former poachers, and poachers families. They were beautiful people. They just had a family to feed. What they were doing was wrong and illegal. I met NGO’s, that worked with these local communities making a difference, empowering local communities to value their environment and looking at sustainable ways of making a living. For example, there were tribal communities with in depth knowledge of the forests and its animals. They could become the jeep drivers and naturalists on game drives, or they could make handicrafts instead of illegally poaching endangered animals.
In January 2008, I travelled to Assam, and spent time with an organisation called Aaranyak. What an amazing organisation. An NGO that actually is on the ground, involved in scientific research, working with the forest department, making a difference to local communities and their environment, teaching the younger generation of the value of their beautiful forests.
I stayed with Aaranyak at Kaziranga National Park. This forest is a wild, untamed environment, unlike any other place I had been to in India. Tigers, Rhinos, Buffalo, amazing bird life in the wild east.
On this particular day, we went into the park quite early in the morning for an elephant safari. The mist rising over the savannah was mesmerising. We set out to find the endangered one horned rhino.
And then we found not one, but two! A mother and baby rhino. I quite like this picture I took, their bums looks cute. So different from the African rhino. The Indian rhino is much more “ancient” looking, with its plated body.
After this touching experience, seeing these beautiful creatures, we heading back to the research station, I was staying at. Driving along, we were hailed down by a local police officer. He knew the members of Aaranyak very well. He pointed to a the right, a tea estate, to head down there urgently.
So we ran down there as quick as we could. I could see 2 groups of locals gathered around, however I couldn’t see what was happening. The first group we came across were standing around a large hole that was being filled with dirt. We found out it was a poached baby rhino that was being buried. The poaching happened the night before.
I was in shock and saddened by the news. I was scared to see what was happening around the next group of people. I reluctantly walked over. I was with a local reporter as well. He told me a mother and baby rhino had been poached that night.
What I saw next was revolting, inhumane and the cruellest of cruel. The locals looked on in shock, and I cried my eyes out. I was in disbelief. It was the mother rhino. Wounded with a bullet to her head, and a bloody mess where her horn SHOULD have been. The worst part, she was still alive. I was sick to my stomach and thought to myself, how could anyone do this to such a beautiful animal.
The horn of an Indian one horned rhino is quite small compared to that of an African rhino.As I gathered myself, still in tears, l took out my camera and filmed. In disgust at the human race, and feeling for the loss of the mother rhino for her baby. I couldn’t believe she was still alive. Occasionally she would stand up to urinate. The vets were onsite to try and reduce the pain. I wondered whether she should have been put down, but it was not my place to interfere.
The video that follows is after treating the rhino with whatever the vets could to reduce the pain. It’s totally unedited and shows the gruesome aftermath of what this animal is now left with, no horn, in shock and imminent death.
You will see real footage. This video is heavy and you will be saddened, hurt, angry, but it may be necessary to watch to make change in this world. When we experience and see injustices, only then can we make some kind of change, don’t you think?
You can watch it here
This rhino died shortly after this was shot. This poaching was in national and international newspapers in India and around the globe.
This event changed me and my purpose in the world. It wasn’t about living the corporate life anymore. There was meaning for me. The meaning became clear and Mantra Wild Adventures was born. Our business aims to have our clients experience local environments, understand communities through local experiences. Only when you can understand local issues and communities, only then can you really understand the beauty of a place. Our safaris and adventure page lists our adventures and all of these experiences incorporate conservation in some way.
If this story has touched you in some way, please share this below. Share it with your friends and family. I personally don’t know what will happen to this story, but I know it’s important to get it out there in the world. I hope some way it helps.
Travel on Purpose,
Reena
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14 Comments On The Day My Life Changed Forever…
Karen Lawrence
Reena – I am teary and feeling sick, I am at a loss as to how any human starving or not could do this to an innocent creature, and then leave it to suffer like this, there can be no excuse for causing such a long and painful death. We can fly to the moon but we can’t seem to save our planet or its creatures. I am deeply saddened by all this.
Thanks for your comments Karen. I agree with you. The lure of money in poorer communities can make people do crazy things. Illegal trading of animals parts is 2nd to international drug trafficking, which is pretty alarming. The demand is there in China for these parts. China needs to do more to stop this black market trade. This part of India is so close to China and it’s easy to smuggle out of the tribal states of India.
Daljit
Hi Reena, wow… I sometimes feel that I have much more empathy with animals than with fellow human being. We are supposed to be the intelligent species and as such we have a responsibility to look after the world we live in, yet we allow this to happen. Like some other readers, I cannot bear to watch the video as just reading this has reduced me to tears. But thank you so much for sharing, although this must have been dificult, it is an important experience to share.
Hi Dal, thanks for your comments. I feel the same way about animals too. I appreciate you taking the time to read and leave a comment. x
Tova
I’m speechless Reena. I think most people know this happens but to see it so graphically and through the eyes of someone you know, and care about, it’s even more potent. Thank you for sharing this, for your passion and care for this universe we share – and for living your life with truth and honesty!
Tova, thank you for reading and commenting. Your words are very sweet, and I’m moved that this has touched you. Seeing an animal in pain is one of the hardest things to see. This experience has given me strength to live my purpose though. This I am grateful for. x
Absolutely heartbreaking. Thank you for sharing this story – I can imagine that it was freeing for you to do so. So often, the most significant changes in our lives come from witnessing tragedy and horror, and it takes a tremendous amount of strength to tell those stories.
Thanks for reading and leaving a comment Phyllis. From experiences like these, are the moments we grow and change and find out what our true meaning to be on this planet is. THEN we can make a difference, no matter how small or big x
Hi Reena, Thank you for the work you do and getting this out there. I remember watching a video when I was 16 about the lab tests on bunnies and it literally shook me into a screaming sobbing frenzy. I was so angered and hurt by this and for that reason I know I cannot watch this video. My heart hurts just thinking about it and you actually experienced it first hand! I am so grateful for you putting the word out and I’m sharing it on my eco/health social media.
Thank you Monica. I appreciate you taking the time to read my post and be touched by my experience. Thanks for your comments.
Pia Anderson
Such a heartbreaking story Reena, thank you for drawing our attention to this tragedy. It makes one realise what a tough and dreadful job the anti poaching people perform, what they have to face all too often and how difficult it is to find an acceptable solution for all, but these lovely creatures most of all… WPSI (Wildlife Protection Society of India) fights poaching with a vengeance – Belinda Wright is tenacious and passionate about her cause – and perhaps in the future there will be improved outcomes with their work, and the work of companies such as Mantra. You have my full support.
Hi Pia, thank you for kind comments. I admire people like Belinda Wright and Aaranyak for the work they do. It’s a dangerous game and they do it with passion and a love of the natural heritage that India has to offer. Mantra Wild contribution is small, but we would love to be more involved in the future. Getting these stories out are important. To witness it with your own eyes, cannot be described. I admire Belinda for doing this day in and day out. Thanks again for reading and your kind words.
Sheridan kennedy
Hi Reena, I’ve just found this post today. Thank you for putting this out there. I’m deeply saddened to see this cruelty – even though I know its happening everyday in so many places. Your presence there made it so much more real. Its so important that poaching not simply something we ‘read’ about from a distance. And thank you for using your work to actively make a change, and to give others an opportunity to make a difference as well – I love the idea of travel not just being about ‘seeing’, but also experiencing, and understanding, and contributing in some way to the communities we visit. This much we owe the world because we are all interconnected.
Elaine McNamara
LOvely lady, this has really shaken me. You hear of so much going on in the world today but to see this wonderful animal butchered the way it was is high on the list of atrocities What the hell is the world coming too? So very sad Elaine xox